I really don't know why I'm stressing sooo much today. As in. Kahit sila Euns nase-stress na sa kin. Syet man. Why am I being like this huh? Kahit ako di ko alam why I'm feeling so pressured while I'm doing it. As they told me, I should enjoy it. I know. I know. But I guess I just want everything to be perfect. I don't know how I'm going to do it nga lang. Kaya eto. Stressed to the HIGHEST LEVEL.
I guess this must show na this matters to me soo much. Then again, I can't control everything now can I? Even if I wanted to. I feel like breaking down. Just to get it over with. I know all of it's nonsense. Worrying about something stupid, really trivial things. I just can't seem to convince myself na it's ok to do it my way. Too not exert too much effort.
Perfectionist/OC/Pessimist
That sums me up as of today.
I guess this must show na this matters to me soo much. Then again, I can't control everything now can I? Even if I wanted to. I feel like breaking down. Just to get it over with. I know all of it's nonsense. Worrying about something stupid, really trivial things. I just can't seem to convince myself na it's ok to do it my way. Too not exert too much effort.
Perfectionist/OC/Pessimist
That sums me up as of today.
