I was with Rache yesterday and we went to get a reading. Since I was having a dilemma for the longest time, I wanted to go there and get a re-affirmance of what I have already decided to do. And when I asked that question, well...Sandy didn't exactly encourage me. Actually, she discouraged me from pursuing the matter further. So there I was, I felt like a huge weight has finally come off of me and I was about to let the issue rest. But no! Fate really is funny. All of a sudden, I got what I was asking for. I was so bewildered by the fact. Rache was like, "O, wag ka kiligin." But can I help it? I really don't have serious intentions of going after it. I am actually satisfied by the fact that all those moments I spent thinking and wishing were not in vain. But, if it happens, it happens. I'm not going to make an extra effort coz I already have an idea of what's about to transpire. And well...after all the warnings Sandy gave me...haha...we'll just have to see.
Another aspect of my reading was about my issue for the longest time. It was just unnerving that she knew about that person and our "interactions". And what she told me was very, very encouraging but of course it wouldn't be without a lot of complications. I guess I am happy that there's a huge possibility of us going towards that direction but we still have to see what's gonna happen in the next few months. Coz frankly, I'm getting really, really tired of the situation. Tired and distracted. And I most certainly do not need distractions this sem. Striving for Excellence! Seriously though, I would just go with the flow. Maybe perhaps meet the situation half-way when it's already there but I don't wanna exert all the extra effort just to create the situation. I guess I've already passed that stage. And I do think I've done enough. We'll just leave the rest to the other person. I really do hope that the complexities will work out soon. I'm getting tired of waiting...but I'm still here...
I just hope Sandy's right.
Another aspect of my reading was about my issue for the longest time. It was just unnerving that she knew about that person and our "interactions". And what she told me was very, very encouraging but of course it wouldn't be without a lot of complications. I guess I am happy that there's a huge possibility of us going towards that direction but we still have to see what's gonna happen in the next few months. Coz frankly, I'm getting really, really tired of the situation. Tired and distracted. And I most certainly do not need distractions this sem. Striving for Excellence! Seriously though, I would just go with the flow. Maybe perhaps meet the situation half-way when it's already there but I don't wanna exert all the extra effort just to create the situation. I guess I've already passed that stage. And I do think I've done enough. We'll just leave the rest to the other person. I really do hope that the complexities will work out soon. I'm getting tired of waiting...but I'm still here...
I just hope Sandy's right.
