Up until several days ago, I was extremely worried and anxious about my summer internship. I finally got accepted by a firm. At first, I was shocked, excited and happy. But then, I began to think about the things I am about to go through. And now, I am scared shit of what's about to happen. I feel like I wouldn't be able to live up to their expectations and I'd just end up humiliating myself. Haaay.
But I know, inspite of all these pessimistic thoughts, that God helped me get into it whatever the means used. And I know, I'd have to trust in Him and that He wouldn't put me there if He knew I wouldn't be able to survive it. I have to do my best.
Then today, we received the news that my tito passed away. And I thought to myself that here I was worrying about such things while the rest of those around me have to endure so much more difficult things. You never really know when your time is up. And it made me realize that fine, I would no longer worry about the what ifs and just do my best in whatever it is that I am going to do. Because life is short, there's no time for worrying.
But I know, inspite of all these pessimistic thoughts, that God helped me get into it whatever the means used. And I know, I'd have to trust in Him and that He wouldn't put me there if He knew I wouldn't be able to survive it. I have to do my best.
Then today, we received the news that my tito passed away. And I thought to myself that here I was worrying about such things while the rest of those around me have to endure so much more difficult things. You never really know when your time is up. And it made me realize that fine, I would no longer worry about the what ifs and just do my best in whatever it is that I am going to do. Because life is short, there's no time for worrying.
